So... it's time to change and move on. How could I be so stupid?? I have 1 year feeling like shitty because of him and my life became in a f&%$& stupid s&%$&.
how do u do it???
How do you move on??
How can I feel fine??

I hate this stupid feeling and i hate myself even more because I lost so much time thinking about how make him ...well..it doesn't matter anymore.

I need to scream and cry and say "I deserve to be happy for one time on my f%$·% life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!\"